Gerald reflected on the life that he lived both in the spotlight and darkness. Even in his darkest moments he still had his music but this time was different. Ten years of his life he had a source to write his music and someone to sing it to. Success was in his hands yet he was empty. Bank accounts that some wouldn't make in a lifetime. He traveled to places that weren't even heard of and touched women of all nationalities still he couldn't think of being with anyone but her, even with her now being married. It was at this point in his life he would learn that love is something you feel and not something you can buy to pacify during your absence.
